Failure

Standard

There is a point that some people reach in their life that they understand their value

I understood my value for a long time but medications and hours upon hours of therapy told me I was better than what I thought

I am not

I am a failure through and through
Intelligent… Yes ..

But has this made the world a better place ?

Has this made anyone love me ?

No …

I am a repetitive failure … Over and over and over again

It doesn’t matter how hard I work, how hard I try or how had I fight

I am capable of fucking everything up

I am sex
I am not love
I am not friendship
I am not family

I am a failure through and through and I feel like this is the end

I honestly can’t deal with this any more

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