There is a point that some people reach in their life that they understand their value
I understood my value for a long time but medications and hours upon hours of therapy told me I was better than what I thought
I am not
I am a failure through and through
Intelligent… Yes ..
But has this made the world a better place ?
Has this made anyone love me ?
I am a repetitive failure … Over and over and over again
It doesn’t matter how hard I work, how hard I try or how had I fight
I am capable of fucking everything up
I am sex
I am not love
I am not friendship
I am not family
I am a failure through and through and I feel like this is the end
I honestly can’t deal with this any more